agh~!

This feeling come back again...
he give me a call when i was having dinner with my boss them...
i can't say what cause many people beside me...
=X

So...
i just can say some...
He call me by so suddenly..
i shocked...
but i am so happy...~
Why m i still happy?
i should give up...

After eat i give him a msg,
ask that anythings?
he say...
he just wanna ask me whether i m fine or not,
he is worry about me...
....................
i am happy but i sad & feel hurt more...
why don't he just leave me alone?
Suddenly i feel that i am so childish...
Why don't me just let myself freedom?


Just beer can help me sleep...
@@
start that kind of life...
i getting fat...