HeartBroke

Today is the friday,
i think he is with his friends now ba...
just now on msn i saw him online,
but he msg with me tell me he is busy...
So i use joke type to him : ohhor busy online a?
But no respond...
Haiz...
M i zhi zuo duo qing?

After that,
i go out with my sister...
Meet up king,lun & xiang...
They peii me talk,
they advise me a lot...
Thanks...!
But don't compare him to other la...
i don't care by other...
Aiyoo...but i know u all for my own good...thanks^^

Yesterday night actruely i also don't know why i so early sleep...
But i go downstair watch movies first d...
& then lay at there sleep jor,
handphone also put silent..
That's why i no hear that he call me...
When i saw that miss call,
i was so happy...
But when today i ask him anythings...he say nothing,
& he think i lie him...
@@
Haiz...maybe i lie him on that day only...
My stomach very pain,
the one way to make it non pain is sleep only ba..
sorry...

I wait your msg for whole day,
at last u find me at msn at night...
Say wanna webcam with me,
at first i don't really know and why u got webcam suddenly..
but i ask u where r u,
u tell me u at home...
I so trust u...
I wearing pyjamas still webcam with u,
but u was at your friend home...
Suddenly i feel that i m your toys...
Just your TOYS...

Let your friends see me?
see how ugly i m iziT?
=.=
No one know my feeling...!
I'm sad but i still find topik to msg you,
cause u say you gtg...
Kay fine,
after that you say u no go anymore u webcaming with ur frenz...
haiz..
i don't wanna care ANYMORE!
Teach me what i can do...
I gonna crazy for a guy?
T____T
My stomach verry pain,
but my heart more pain...
It already hurt me deep deep...

Remember thrusday i got try ask u out,
but u say u with friends...
i still say had fun...
Cause with friends will more fun ma,
u answer me that with lover also fun...
But i say back you don't have lover,
he ask me how i know u don't have?
But got also not me la...
Don't make ma sad can o not?

Give me hope,
but drops it again?
Do u know how sad is that?
U like joke but don't joke this kind of things ...please**

''Baby''
can i hear you call me that again?
T________T