sad saturday

Today...
saturday...
a very very unexplain feeling again...
cause this is the saturday that i don't have hanging out with him...

I out with gm them,
2gther sing k...
at lun shop...
don't want go parkson again..
i got post at my blog...
I miss him much...

When night,
we having dinner...
my frenz ask about it,
when i answer my frenz shocked...
my sound change...
feel want cry...
but i can control it...
they say me strong...
but who know?
i reallly very very tired...
haiz...........


When reach home,
get mum scold..
cause i out whole day...
and then she shouted at me...
ask me what happen to me?
why this few day keep go out?
what i can answer her?
T_________T
Then i just can cry cry cry...!
Eat fever medicine make myself calm and feel tired and sleep..
haiz.....
don't know what i can say now...
i want sleep...
but i can't...
i want to make myself sleepy.........
still love you my dear..**