He don't know my heart

Fine,
just now skype with him...
i was so so so happy~
Does anyone know?
He is so important in my heart...
I know...
My sadness just can keep inside my heart...

Yesterday night he is telling me that he is going to swim at tomorrow,
but he is alone...
So i decide to accompany him cause i don't want he boring...
And i don't want him alone...~!

Although i know it will be nothing,
and i will get nothing...
but i just know i cannot let him alone..
and i want he to happy everyday...
I miss the time...

I call him dear,
hold his hand...
walk together...
say i love you to each other,
watch he eat burger...
& every every things...

But just a word...
everything become a pass tence...
=(

Do you know?
I really can do everythings to make u happy,
i really can do ur crown...


Just now he tell me he lazy go already...
so tomorrow i will stay at home,..
haiz...
just don't know...
why m i so strong"?
i can act so happy in front of my friends...
but did everyone know'?
actruely i am so sad everyday?
No one know...
I don't want any chaser!
I want him~!
MyLord...MyLove...Henryy...
Although i know,
it will be impossible/...
but i still really to wait for u...
u never know so much i love you...
i just want stay beside you always pray and take care for u...

This blog so sad...
But how many people understand my feeling?